No one knows his pain.

They want answers, but ignore the ones given.

They do so because it is a mirror shone upon parts of themselves that they refuse to see for what they truly are.

God is the only one who knows the whole story, but He has given us plenty of insight.

If you want to know what God has allowed us to see, you must listen and look through an unbiased lens.

This young man was spiritually tortured in a way too many will not accept as the truth.

This does not excuse his final actions, but it explains why they were created.

He was in agony; consumed with confusion and lies.

Take this, and couple it with an incredible intelligence, extreme sensitivity and mix in demonic PRESCRIPTION drugs (against HIS will), and you will better grasp why this was put into motion.

I pray that God will take him, if he hasn't already. He needs and needed God more than anyone.

I love you. And, I know you know this, and I know how much you love me. God knows this, and that is why this is so. This is how He wanted it.

-N.M.A.