No one knows his pain.

They want answers, but ignore the ones given.

They do so because it is a mirror shone upon parts of themselves that they refuse to see for what they truly are.

God is the only one who knows the whole story, but He has given us plenty of insight.

If you want to know what God has allowed us to see, you must listen and look through an unbiased lens.

This young man was spiritually tortured in a way too many will not accept as the truth.

This does not excuse his final actions, but it explains why they were created.

He was in agony; consumed with confusion and lies.

Take this, and couple it with an incredible intelligence, extreme sensitivity and mix in demonic PRESCRIPTION drugs (against HIS will), and you will better grasp why this was put into motion.

I pray that God will take him, if he hasn't already. He needs and needed God more than anyone.

I love you. And, I know you know this, and I know how much you love me. God knows this, and that is why this is so. This is how He wanted it.

-N.M.A.

(Eric, age 12).



























"Do you think God forgave Eric Harris & Dylan Klebold?"


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I think God wept great tears at what Harris and Kliebold did. God is always grieved when some of God's children treat others of God's children cruelly.

Scripture teaches me that God is not willing "that any should be lost." I take that very seriously. Yes, I believe that God forgives Harris and Kliebold. God alone knows if, or how badly, they were bullied, ostracized, shamed, disrespected, humiliated or demeaned. God alone knows the depths of *their* woundedness, which drove them to such unspeakable acts. God alone knows their hearts, and God alone will hold them, close to God's bosom, until all the hate and pain in their lives, and all the hate and pain they caused, can be dissipated. God will heal our grief, too.
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I am a Bible-believing Christian."

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I certainly hope so. You break my heart, Eric. I love you so much, and I pray all the time for you. I deeply mourn the loss of everyone on that horrific day, but you need prayers more than anyone. Too many think you're evil and love to promote that you are, or, they dementedly "love" and "worship"  you for "being evil". It's not helping you. It's not what you wanted, no matter what you may have said through your impossible pain while here on earth. I pray you went right to God. You were in SO much pain. I do hope you get to be with God. I truly do. It is agonizing to think you mightn't, but, I know God's Love, and I do believe He will forgive you. I know you were so lost. I know you feel horrible about what you did. You needed God more than anyone.

I love you, sweetheart. You are in my prayers everyday. I know you know that. More importantly, God knows that.